Bringing Balance to the Masculine and Feminine within

As the wheel of time turns and the seasons change let us travel the spiral path within and enter into the axis mundi, the point of light
in the center of the spiral, in the center of our heart.

As we see the 8-spoked wheel spinning into the alchemical process of dissolution...

dissolving into a four-spoked solar cross.

Just as Calcination works on the mind and ego to destroy deceptions and distorted thoughts, so does Dissolution work on the heart and subconscious to release buried emotions that conceal or distort our true nature.

As we stand in the center of the Solar Cross calling in the four directions, calling in the elementals, we bring balance to all that is out of harmony all that is out of balance within us.

As we bring our awareness to the element of water, Mem, Mother, Mem I AM

She who holds the power to cleanse, dissolve, sublime She who is the fluid container of feminine consciousness.

Water is symbolic of the freedom of matter to change

Feel into your emotional body as we begin to clear the waters of our consciousness that holds separation, polarization, blame and projections towards the masculine within and without.

Begin by identifying what qualities does the masculine hold?

The masculine represents action, direction, movement, responsibility, strength, focus, fatherhood, the sun, generosity, encouragement, material abundance, clarity, intellect, transformation and growth.

When brought into heart-centered action in service to the whole it is a powerful force for good.

Allow the divine masculine within you to surface, begin to search for these aspects within yourself.

Write down the qualities of the masculine within you that you appreciate and begin to see how these qualities are needed to support the feminine and the power of this inner union.

Place this list on your altar honoring this aspect using the symbols of the Divine Masculine such as a sword, wand of light, Shiva lingam and other images that reflect these qualities. Find images that inspire you and call forth the divine masculine within you.

What Qualities of the Masculine do you Judge or Resist?

In our world we have seen a paradigm of the patriarch which has been dominated by the toxic masculine shadow.
In order to shift the outer paradigm we need to cultivate a new relationship with the masculine and raise the vibration of the masculine through the personal alchemy of self love.

Take an inventory of what you judge about the masculine, what you react to around the masculine.

Where is the separation within you from the masculine?

Write these down. And then burn them.

Allow them to burn in the Violet Flame of Love. The Violet Flame is a unifying flame.
It unifies the heart and mind. It clears the judging, separating mind.

Offer an Ho’oponopono prayer of forgiveness.

Then fill your chalice with the purifying waters of remembrance that sees wholeness, offer these waters to the fire creating the potent alchemy of fire on water.

Invoke the qualities of the healed whole masculine.

His strength, will power, focused energy, and dynamism. See how you can use those energies to create balance within yourself. So that you may live your life as an embodiment of all of the highest values of human life; nobility, honesty, integrity.

These masculine values bring perfect balance to that feminine side of us that knows and loves our connection with each other, that feels our connection with each other, that feels the interconnectedness of all of life.

As we stand at the crossroads of these times of the Great Shift seeing with the eyes of equanimity, bringing balance to all the unhealed places within . Embracing all in unconditional love. Uniting mind and heart, Sun and Moon,
Uniting the vertical and the horizontal planes of existence. Our Humanity with our Divinity.
In the One Heart!

Bringing Balance to all aspects of life.

Take time to sit in stillness. Watch the Sunrise and/or the Sunset.

Think about what balance means to you.
Write down all of the aspects of your life that feel balanced. Write down all of the aspects of your life you wish to change and bring into balance.

Meditation for the Re-Balancing

As we anchor in the balance of our divinity with our humanity. Our mind with our heart.
Allowing the Solar and Lunar tides of Remembrance to wash through us with Bhakti, with pure Divine love.

Seeing the symbol of the Solar Cross as we use the the mudra of the Priest/ess to create this structure of inner balance.

Feeling your feet deeply planted into the soil of Gaia, dropping the taproot from the base of your spine down this
tree of life that you are.
feeling your rootedness in Presence.

As you cup your left hand under your solar plexus, holding the solar power of divine will.... as one with your will. Cupping the solar heart.

Reaching heavenward with your right hand and drawing down the golden radiance of the sun filling the vertical axis of your spine,
the vine of the divine.
As it fills the chalice sitting on the altar of your heart.

Your heart which is the axis mundane point bridging above and below.
Within and Without.

Sitting at the crossroads.

Breath in the element of air, the element of inspiration, imagination, and exaltation to the divine that gives breath to all of life.

Bringing life into this horizontal plane of existence as we make the crossbar with our right hand moving to the left and then back across the midpoint to the right and then back again with the intention to bring balance into your body and the body of Gaia.

As you trace a circle of light 3 times creating a luminous cocoon to hold this solar cross as we dissolve into the amniotic waters of Mother, Mem, Menos.

On the third round bringing heaven, the masculine sword of light down the vertical axis as the left hand rises up into the chalice of the Heart holding the Bhakti Moon the lunar tides of the feminine consciousness held in elemental resonance.

Bringing the palms of the hands together, uniting right and left, masculine and feminine, solar and lunar. Offering the mudra of Namaste.

And saying I am here NOW.

Sit in the stillness of the Sapphire blue waters in silence.

Empty.....Open.....Receptive

Open to receive the transmission of the myth of Amen Ra that was brought through for this Fall Equinox of 2020

Listen with your inner ear.

Begin by feeling back into a time before time when the elements were in balance, where there was peace and harmony and then something changed.

Rah. The Sun God, in His chariot flying in the skies over Gaia, took sport with his power, his fire. He actually enjoyed watching his own destruction, scorching the fields, creating fires, creating droughts, creating famines on Earth.

His daughter, ISIS, the goddess of wisdom, love, compassion, waters, medicine, grieved for the suffering, the destruction. She felt the impact on the beings, the people, the animals, the plant life. She pleaded to her father, “Father, you must temper your fire. Look at the suffering you are creating. Why do you do these things? Why?”

He replied, “What do I care daughter, I can always create a new. I enjoy watching my power burn.”

“But father, the children are starving. They are dying. The animals are suffering. There is disease everywhere.”

“What do I care! Off with you!” he said and continued on his flight of destruction, burning the earth, burning the beings, burning the lands.

ISIS knew that she must take matters into her own hands, that she could not sit by and allow this to happen any longer. And so she enrolled the help of two serpent God allies. She knew the trajectory of her father's sun chariot in the sky. And she knew exactly when to send these allies directly to bite her father on both ankles. And so she waited until the time was right and sent the Serpents to bite him.

As soon as their poison entered into his being, he began to suffer excruciating pain through every cell of his being. Suffering like the suffering he had caused, wailing, crying, screaming and demanding that his daughter, ISIS, goddess of wisdom, compassion, love, waters and medicine come to him and immediately heal him. She came to her father, “Father, how may I help you?”

“Heal me now daughter!”

“I'm so sorry. I cannot heal you now, Isis said.

“I insist,” he said.

“Father, do you feel the suffering you are causing to the people, the animals, the waters, the life plants on Earth?”

“Heal me now! I don't have time to talk of this. Heal me now! I am Rah. I am the God of all gods.” And in his arrogance, he could not feel the suffering.

Isis said “I will not do this father.”

He moaned and wailed and screamed and cried and demanded she come back again. “Daughter, I will give you anything, anything.. more power. What do you want? I will give it if you. Heal me. Heal me now and I will give it to you.”

“I am sorry, father, I cannot help you until you temper your

fire and you heal this Earth and release the suffering you are causing.”

“No, I will not have you tell me what to do or how to be. I am the powerful, all powerful, mighty God.”

“Then I will not help you father.”

Time went on and Isis knew there was one way that Rah would be tempered. No one knew his real name, his whole name, his true sacred name, and only the one who knew and spoke his true name would receive most of his power. Rah’s screaming was so shattering and his suffering so deep, he felt he would perish. He called to ISIS once again. “My daughter, please, I will give you anything help me.” He finally became humbled.

She said, “Tell me your true name, Father.” As he was just about to die he decided he had no choice but to tell her his true name. “Amen. Rah.”

As soon as the words were spoken, the power of the sun transferred in a giant fiery, solar disk upon ISIS’ crown... the sun, held between her crown of lunar horns, in balance in wisdom, she became the keeper of this fire element, in balance with all other elements.

I invite you to feel into that solar disk above your own crown, filled with brilliant solar light. Feel into the power of this light, breathing and feeling this portal and what this is for you.....

And now feel deeply in your own body, the elements, all the elements. Especially feel into the element of fire in this moment.

Where are you in balance or out of balance with fire in your own life. Feel that out-of-balance fire element as the toxic Yang of reactivity, of destruction, of power-over, taking, using, consuming, abusing. Feel this overblown Yang and then feel the collapsed Yang, the other pole of the shadow aspect where there is stagnation, no creativity, no movement, stuckness.

Feel where you may be in or out of balance with fire. Feel it in your own body, mind, spirit, physical, emotional, mental bodies. Deeply breathe with me and find the center point.

Feel the element of water. Feel the sweet waters that wish to flow to inform your emotional intelligence, the grace of the Divine Feminine essence of fluidity and the waters of remembrance. Feel where you are in balance or out of balance with the element of water.

Out of balance water is emotional fragility, spiraling storms, being lost in emotional reactivity and unable to function or on the other pole of the shadow of imbalance of water is aridity, dryness, brittleness, lack of feeling, apathy. Feel where you are on the spectrum with water....

Now beloved's feel in your breath how you can find center. Feel the element of air, the breath of life. Feel, as you breathe, oxygenation moving through your cells and molecules, feeling air’s right expression of inspiration, joy, mental acuity, clarity.

Like wind under Eagle’s wings, see with clear farsightedness, so that the mental body is lifted by the clear energy. Now feel where you may be out of balance with this element of air that is too flighty, and what we would call ungrounded so that you just can't determine and know what's real, what is true.

In the shadow of air there is anxiety, or if you are overblown, with too much air you may become manic and constantly over doing all the time. With a lack of air there may be grief, depression, sorrow, heaviness of heart, like the lungs collapsing,. There may be collapsing in the heart itself. Feel where you are with the element of air, breathing with me and find the center point.

And feeling now the element of Earth, Terra, element that grounds and sustains, nurtures and holds us. Feel where you are in your ability to be present, living from the center of your own life and being.

Are you here and now, where it's all happening? Are you honoring your walk, honoring your bones, the minerals, the intuitive knowing in your core?

Feel the element of earth where it may be out of balance, where you may be stuck in the mud, or frozen in fear in the root chakra. Or on the other pole of that shadow of earth, you may be so ungrounded that you have no moorings to earth. You are untethered, spinning with no central axis. Feel the element of earth and your relationship to that element in your own bones, the minerals in the waters of your blood, in the minerals of remembrance, that are the record of who you truly are as Earth. Breathe into that elemental. See where you are out of balance with the element of earth. Now breathe with me to find the center point.

Now, we bring in the spirit, the Great Mystery, the dimensional doorway in the center of your Sacred Heart. We call in the magic that makes anything possible with Love.

Feel where you are in your relationship to spirit. Are you efforting and pushing with your little ego and will alone, unable to surrender and receive the grace that is wishing to pour through the portal of your open, loving heart? Feel where you are in your relationship to the Great Spirit. Breathe and come into alignment with your Spirit.

Breathe with me. Feel yourself in the center of your heart sitting in the center of a solar cross in all directions, all elements surrounding you. Look at which element you may be over- blown And which one may be depleted and collapsed.

Feel where you could come into more elemental balance in your life. Name that which you are bringing into balance, which element. See yourself fine tuning your solar cross with whatever element was out of balance..

Ask yourself what medicine you would offer the Self for elemental rebalancing at this time, that also affects the collective that is so much in need of re-balancing on Earth?

Finally for yourself and the collective One, find yourself sitting in perfect balance in the center of the wheel. Send this vibration of rebalancing out to the collective mind field of Earth

As we amplify in stillness and transmit from the space of Empty Presence, sending this vibrational attunement of re-balancing out to the collective mind field of Earth. In devotion...in service...in the name of the One it is Done.

Blessed Be!