Corpus Glorificatum

by Greyson

I pulled these two cards the other morning that revealed, beyond any need to try to figure them out, the process at hand right now. Earlier that morning, I’d woken with a start at around 4am. From that place of awareness between the dreaming and the waking, I was able to see from the transpersonal lens, that my thoughts immediately went into fear and worry, and I saw so clearly that they were a frequency ‘bandwidth’ I’d been catapulted into in order to see more clearly that it is a state of being....one that we can get mired within, if we do not come back to our practice of emptying again and again and again. As I breathed and emptied my mind, letting the feelings rush out in tiny tremors, of my body, my heart settled and my mind opened again.

We each have been asked to become the Corpus Glorificatum; the body that stands within the flame, in order that the crystalline essence be refined so that the Essential Self is all that remains. I honor you, Wendy, and each of you that I’ve connected with in One-on-One’s, for your willingness to offer yourself to those flames and feel beyond the fear to liberate the True Self that is longing to be freed into our True Power.

For me, that’s also represented in the second card here: the flames licking at the feet of the Primal Sovereign Being that is connected to the Pineal gland (the pinecone) and radiating that orange flame from within.

Being without WiFi consistently is calling me back again and again to this magical mountain. Each time I take a hike, I realize I reach a point at which I can see the temple I am walking towards...and each time, there is that moment when my body feels heavy, my heart is pounding, my breath is wracking inside my lungs. And yet, that is the moment that is calling for my surrender, my softening, my willingness to sit down and reconnect and empty. And every time, I feel the thoughts coming in, rushing in worry, and I breathe into my heart. Every time, I feel the fire growing within and connecting me deeply to the earth, the volcano upon which I stand and which stands within me. Each time, I am once again filled with the vigor and the vitality to move forward...from a place of HEART, and each time, I am astounded at the way my body is carried to the temple, because I have chosen to return to the temple within.

The Primal Goddess calls forth that Essence, that Life Force within each of us. She asks us to face into the heaviness and breathe there, to once again empty and open to the truth of the light held within each and every moment.